Been a long time since I have written!! A lot has happened but I am so grateful for all the experiences, both trials and successes! I do have to say though that every day gets us closer to our dreams and goals.
every breath we take is filled with the potential of a better, brighter and fulfilling life...we just have to believe within ourselves that we can do this!

Daily Inspiration

Another thing I am grateful for is life itself. All the ups and downs, the people you learn from and the experiences that give us the bittersweet gift of wisdom. Wisdom stems from experience whether through trials of sorrow, joy or frustration.  We only can say we are alive once we have lived through the pain, through the joy, through the sickness, the losses of those we love and the addition of wonderful new experiences and people into our lives. We are only alive once we have lived...its just a way I look at life.
We all have our trials and we also have those moments that define who we are and are burned into our memory: with the joys, or all too often the pain and consequences of something that may be beyond our control. It is not something to wish away, even though I am guilty of that myself. But I have learned beyond a doubt that these experiences are part of a bigger plan. They will test who we are, what we stand for and our endurance.  It feels easy to give up sometimes, but we need these life lessons to teach us how to be our best self. How to endure. How to cry. How to have happiness in our life.  We learn how to better appreciate all we have once we have reached the end of a particular journey that may be full of trials and rocky patches; but once we look back at what we made it through, it is one of the greatest feelings to be able to say to yourself 'I am strong. Look what I have achieved and survived.' 

I always want those who have helped me in my life to know I appreciate them and that I need help sometimes, we all do at times, and I am grateful for the wisdom of others who have been kind enough to share it with me and helped me to grow.

Roses

I really like roses, especially pink roses. They are very beautiful and remind me to appreciate and look for the beauty in life.  Let us remember to cultivate peace in our hearts, and let the seeds of peace grow to create a better world.  Let all of us know that our potential is unlimited if we have faith and follow guiding inspiration.

A long time!

Its been a while since I have wrote anything here, I have been  sick again.  I finished my 10 day I.V. therapy today and the nurse will be here shortly to take out my mid-line.  It has been a very long journey and I am praying that this is the end of it. I am grateful for the care that I have received from numerous doctors over the last 7 months, I just wish that the right solution would be found sooner.  I pray daily for the answer and feel once I take the initiative to search more diligently, it will be manifested.
I've learned over the past week and a half that things may be out of our hands at times, but we ultimately can have an effect on the outcome of our daily lives...by one thing....thinking positively.  It was difficult at times to stay positive due to the intense waves of sickness. But I realized that is the time that it counts the most...envisioning something wonderful in our lives happening (something that we have a goal for and want to happen) to do this we need to match our thoughts to align in accordance to what we wish. Our thoughts are very powerful and I do believe that great things are possible, but only if we start, within ourselves, believing this. I hope to be healed soon, but it will take time and the future can be unpredictable with what will happen, however I won't let this stop me from continuing to move forward.

Shots

 I had my monthly shot yesterday.  It wears me down, but I am still going strong and will not let myself get too discouraged. 
I am very grateful for my family, my mom especially because of her strength and love for our family.  Everyday I challenge us to think of something we are grateful for, there is always something :)

My first blog!

I am totally new to this concept of what one would call...blogging!  Anyways I thought it would be nice to get out my ideas and share them with friends and anyone who would wish to read them.  My thoughts are not the awnser to all questions...nor are they the solution to everyone's problems, but to me they are the foundation of what I do, who I am and what I believe in.  My thoughts and yours are what make this life so interesting and full of scintillious new ways of looking at it.